Guys,
I am absolutely sick of this blog. I have no idea what direction I want it to take but I know I don’t want it to be limited to fashion. Of course saying that is a bit of a catch 22 because I definitely feel like my blog needs a direction. I am not the kind of person who does well without some kind of overarching theme. I think the real problem is that I am no longer sure what I want to do after college. When I started this blog I was gung-ho about the scary world of fashion journalism. Here I was in New York City, the mecca of all things fashion, over-excited, over-stimulated, and over-confident for my life ahead. I was so sure I could be the next Anna Wintour. Now I am not so sure that, given the opportunity,I even want to her job. Lately I have just been interested in so many things. My mind is all over the place and it kills me to think I need to pick just one subject to concentrate on. What if I spend all this time pouring myself into one pursuit only to find out it is not what I am meant to do with my life. Laugh all you want but being on the verge of 20 years old makes me feel like time is actually drifting away like the sand in an hour-glass. Before I know it I will wake up 35. . .Ironically, as I write this I am still lusting over yet another pair of Marc Jacobs shoes and planning out what to wear tonight. Only now, I feel no urge to share this with the blog world. Fashion, for me, has become more private. Perhaps I have outgrown my showboat ways……
Readers, if I have any, please bear with me in the coming months as I combat this radical mental change. Being on the verge of leaving pleasant Nashville for busy NYC has got me all messed up! Hopefully this blog can pull through and be better than ever. I’m hoping I will undergo some revelation that will solve all my problems. Realistically that is not the kind of luck I have.
Dutifully Yours,
Sarah
